Maybe it's really appropriate that i wrote in here..
It's probably more private than my current space
And after all, most of this blog space
Contained my thoughts about you.


After so long,
I got you.
I used to think i don't need you..
But i was never sure if i don't.


Now that I have you,
I think i need you,
But i doubt if i really do.


When you are gone before,
The tears and fears come.
When you are here now,
The tears and pain felt.


God, if you brought me into all this,
What am I suppose to get out from it?
Why does it hurt so much to have,
That having, I cry as much as when I don't


Why?