Slept a whole day
When my paper is on monday
Cant sum up my energies
Just cant put my heart into my work
Pray for me
Sincerely please do.
Am on the verge of a binge
Eating fried food & chips today
Urgh, dunno whats up with me
Unhealthy & lazy
Good concotion for a bum
I need to pull myself together
Be a mugger-toad for a few more days
Summon up the discipline from within
God help me,
I sincerely pray
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Bleags
I know I am supposed to be still studying
But somehow this semester,
I lack the zest as I had last year.
Could it be the different surroundings?
The different subjects?
I know not.
What I do know is that I feel saturated
Everything I come across seems to apply
Mention "ABC" & I think ABC costing
Mention "eh, no guarantee" & exemption clauses
Are all that came to mind.
Should I feel relieved or weird out?
Sheesh, I cant wait for it to be over
Then it will be the promotion event
Kinda weird helping out after so long
And in full uniform somemore
Used to be confident that I can handle
Prepared for contingent situations
Yet now I am a twingl-ing worried
Fearful that I ll let myself down
As if I dun have enough to grapple with,
Now I have to deal with being insecure
Fearful and doubts of my own competence
*Sheesh
But somehow this semester,
I lack the zest as I had last year.
Could it be the different surroundings?
The different subjects?
I know not.
What I do know is that I feel saturated
Everything I come across seems to apply
Mention "ABC" & I think ABC costing
Mention "eh, no guarantee" & exemption clauses
Are all that came to mind.
Should I feel relieved or weird out?
Sheesh, I cant wait for it to be over
Then it will be the promotion event
Kinda weird helping out after so long
And in full uniform somemore
Used to be confident that I can handle
Prepared for contingent situations
Yet now I am a twingl-ing worried
Fearful that I ll let myself down
As if I dun have enough to grapple with,
Now I have to deal with being insecure
Fearful and doubts of my own competence
*Sheesh
Thursday, April 07, 2005
My other 1/3
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Sleep beckons
Its 9 am in the morning
Seated in the library,
my bed at home beckons
*Yawns*
My brain woolly
Trying to study
Without caffine to aid.
The music plays in my ears
It drones on with no effect
I hope the opposite goes for my books
One more chapter of biz law to go
Then I would have completed it =)
Next up would be accounting~
*this is what I call self-soothe =P
Seated in the library,
my bed at home beckons
*Yawns*
My brain woolly
Trying to study
Without caffine to aid.
The music plays in my ears
It drones on with no effect
I hope the opposite goes for my books
One more chapter of biz law to go
Then I would have completed it =)
Next up would be accounting~
*this is what I call self-soothe =P
Monday, April 04, 2005
no play day
This is so annoying
Sound of Music tickets are sold out
Apart from the hundred over bucks one
Which as students
Would be an extravagance expenditure
Should we purchase them
Needless to say,
the plan was to drop it
Next up was Boeing Boeing
Which tickets are sold out too
*Bleags
Of cos it din help
That we could all only make it on weekends
But well, friendship is more than a play
Too bad we just have to forego
Now in consideration is Lord of the Dance
Its seventy one bucks should we watch it
Undecided if we should just go
Maybe fate will decide for us once more =)
This is life and reality I guess
Not all choices for the picking!
Just talked to my yearmate..
Am promoted but debating if we should go
Back to studying first =)
Jiayou everyone!
Sound of Music tickets are sold out
Apart from the hundred over bucks one
Which as students
Would be an extravagance expenditure
Should we purchase them
Needless to say,
the plan was to drop it
Next up was Boeing Boeing
Which tickets are sold out too
*Bleags
Of cos it din help
That we could all only make it on weekends
But well, friendship is more than a play
Too bad we just have to forego
Now in consideration is Lord of the Dance
Its seventy one bucks should we watch it
Undecided if we should just go
Maybe fate will decide for us once more =)
This is life and reality I guess
Not all choices for the picking!
Just talked to my yearmate..
Am promoted but debating if we should go
Back to studying first =)
Jiayou everyone!
woman
a woman, no matter how strong,
needs to have someone to lean on.
When the going gets tough,
And I get tired from studying,
regardless of how much i convince myself
that i am numb;
Strong enough to carry on alone
Reality remains
That I still wish someone here
Someone to lean on,
to wipe my tears away
to hush my fears
to hug me & chase all my fears away
Acute loneliness
Acute need to have a pillar
Yet when this longing subsides,
the mask remains on
A strong female to the world
Till the next wave rises
needs to have someone to lean on.
When the going gets tough,
And I get tired from studying,
regardless of how much i convince myself
that i am numb;
Strong enough to carry on alone
Reality remains
That I still wish someone here
Someone to lean on,
to wipe my tears away
to hush my fears
to hug me & chase all my fears away
Acute loneliness
Acute need to have a pillar
Yet when this longing subsides,
the mask remains on
A strong female to the world
Till the next wave rises
Sunday, April 03, 2005
post exam activities
Out of sheer boredom
Studying discharge of contract,
leading to Frustration
(one of the methods of discharge)
I now breach my own contract
A agreement of studying and no blogging.
Gee, that was crappy ya?
But had to put into use what I revised.
Foresee the next few posts to be similar,
Provided they are before the exams.
Thats a fundamental premise,
which is essential to the formation of my conclusion
Cannot wait for exams to be over.
Foresee lots of activities =)
1. Find a job
2. Pinic with grpmates at Botanical Gardens
3. Sound of Music with yearmateys
4. Learn Salsa with my good friend
5. Learn swimming with a new friend
6. Put on braces
7. CCA Stuff which is not finalised
And thats for April..
Can't wait for May
Where some activities are in the brewing
*Anticipation with glee*
Here is a simple analytical skill exercise:
-If Cynthia's friends ask her out,
then she will find time for them
& she will definitely go.
-Cynthia's friends ask her out
> whats the conclusion?
Btw, that's an underlying hint
A hint of invitation =P
Studying discharge of contract,
leading to Frustration
(one of the methods of discharge)
I now breach my own contract
A agreement of studying and no blogging.
Gee, that was crappy ya?
But had to put into use what I revised.
Foresee the next few posts to be similar,
Provided they are before the exams.
Thats a fundamental premise,
which is essential to the formation of my conclusion
Cannot wait for exams to be over.
Foresee lots of activities =)
1. Find a job
2. Pinic with grpmates at Botanical Gardens
3. Sound of Music with yearmateys
4. Learn Salsa with my good friend
5. Learn swimming with a new friend
6. Put on braces
7. CCA Stuff which is not finalised
And thats for April..
Can't wait for May
Where some activities are in the brewing
*Anticipation with glee*
Here is a simple analytical skill exercise:
-If Cynthia's friends ask her out,
then she will find time for them
& she will definitely go.
-Cynthia's friends ask her out
> whats the conclusion?
Btw, that's an underlying hint
A hint of invitation =P
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