Just some thoughts I had at work while waiting for the phone to ring:
Came here to take my mind off things,
Ended up with nothing but my thoughts instead to occupy me.
Nasty dominos I have set up unwittingly,
Wonder what 'll happen if one falls.
Unknowingly, I have set myself & others up for pain.
What's horrible is not the pain of waiting,
but the pain of uncertainty, & of not knowing how you truly feel for me.
Unable to derive answers,
I caused others to be held back.
I just hope they ain foolish enough,
that they will move on somehow.
Never felt so lost before, & I have never
Wanted so much for feelings to be a clear cut issue.
You leave me at a loss,
A loss for words, actions & for how
to carry on.
Yet, it is by no fault of yours,
that I'm feeling what I am now.
I knew what I was getting into,
the moment I chose to recognise what I felt for you.
I have no regrets,
Just wished that it was more clear
that I know what I should do
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
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