As the days go by, I never fail to amaze myself with what I am doing. Never did I know that I have the strength in me to carry on doing what I have to do outwardly, despite carrying all those emotional excesses inside me. I can even segregate the former from the latter, and carry on professionally, concealing perfectly what has to remain hidden. Perhaps 'cos what is felt is hard to be verbalised, it makes the whole process of masking it all much easier. Or maybe, it is really true that one does not know where one's limits are until pushed.
Irregardless of all, what matters most is that I got to know myself better, strength & weakness. Everything may seem bleak now but it will pass one day. What I really wonder is when? Or rather, where exactly is my limit or breaking point.. Would I approach it soon? Somehow, all these words just feel like they fail to convey how I feel, but well,
:) Life will be fine, somehow! :)
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